I need, I don't just want

I need to make music.
I need to partake in the process.
To bathe in discordant chords..
To get lost.

I listen to music.
And I am like,
I need to do that.
I need  to be in that work.

I don't want.

I need.

Music is so powerful.
So intense.

Texture.
Depth.

I can feel it in the soles of my feet.
And in the nape of my neck.

The vibrations.
The sensations.

I can feel everything.
In that moment.

I am enlightened.

Unburdened.

I need.I don't just want.